I Want to Run, Run, Run, and Run

What the heckssss...i feel that there's no mercy in my life these days..everything seems coming to my front line like a boomsss...soo hard to run away..in a curcumstances that need me to run and run with all my strength and power, i seems powerless..lack of motivations..lack of spirits..and etc..there's something i need and i have to achieve but can i do it??? sure i can but could the results will be something awesome?? let it be..i'm begging myself..could i?? huh..soo hard to express that feeling..