I want to be passionate

Today's seminar is giving a huge impact in my life especially in my field, counseling. Big thanks to Prof. Dr Jean Ferish, a professional counselor from USA, and to Prof. Dr See, a senior lecturer from Penang. Their talks were very inspiring and helping me to realize and to get insight on my own self to restructure, refill, and find my way back on track to be a counselor..effective counselor. I knew that i am not perfect and have a lot of weaknesses. even from the beginning that i felt this field is not suitable for me. Before i apply for UPU last 2 years, i never have an idea on what field that i gonna choose. I just pray for God to give the best for me. And the result was this "Congratulations, u are offered to further your study in HA19 (Counseling Psychology) at UMS"..my first impression was..'what????'..all i know about counseling before was this field is a helping profession and a counselor is someone who are very good, perfect personality, expert, and a person with less problems in life...that's all r against my real self..OMG..Then somehow i realize many new things throughout my journey as a counseling student. i realize that i am healing myself overtime..the best things that i get from these amazing people (Dr.Jane&Dr.See, n my lectures) are "nobody is perfect, we are not God, everybody can be a counselor but not everyone can be a qualified counselor, slow down in order to speed up"..that's it..the only thing that i really want to build about myself is to have a passion in counseling. if only there is a way to plant seed for 'passion' or tools to build it, i will try my best to get it in any cost...amazingly, we can get it all FOC if we have a high desire to change ourselves...I Want To Be Passionate